i dreamt that
i was standing on stage the spotlight shone on me and i danced
i cried when i realised it's all just a dream
i told myself that when i grow up i will do myself proud
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Friday, September 24, 2010
Today was so amazing in many ways. Firstly I went out shopping with Aisha to town.Its was freaking awesome.Although we met slightly after 1pm, we were on a roll. We went to Vivo, Somerset,Paragon and even Orchard ION within 5 hours? lols.Mission impossible would lose to us-like totally! Aisha was damn awesome today-I learnt a totally new side of her..Based on the fact that we have never be left alone for such long periods, we ACTUALLY connected! Not that im surprised, I just wished we could have discovered this side of eachother much sooner.
Nevertheless we made up for lost time, in so many ways. Our journey started off by drooling at hot men-keyword men not boys from the September issue of AUGUST MAN :D Im definitely going to the library just to borrow that magazine from now on! Women who like boys truly have no taste. Guys seriously should start reading somekind of magazine.August MAn is simply awesome.Its like a fashion 101 for men, which they need like desperately! They dress terribly.Magazines are investments too. I really don't get why they buy porn magazines when they can just view such crap online.Its as if they want to show their masculinity through porn. tsk tsk. Anw.We were really hungry but we stalled for awhile while we browsed through some shops like bebe,but finally ended settling with acute dress at F21 for $33.Totally worth it I would say.Thanks to Aisha! After that we looked for Ramen Ten for about 15 mins?lols.Aisha is so weird.A geog student sucking at navigations?hahhahax.It was so hilarious so see her all puzzled yet composed while finding directions. Anywhere we went, we always searched for the directory.:D The ramen was awesome.Best noodles Ive ever had and freaking reasonable.We ate a full set meal at $8.90 per set meal.She was so surprised on how much pepper flakes i added, but it still wasn't spicy enough though.that's why im sizzling!lols. chessyT__T. At somerset, we bought a few accessories and Aisha got a wing earrings.It was so pretty that she was smiling all the way!lols.We also bought other accessories at DIVA. She plans to wear them to school and claims that now she has 300 pairs of earstuds. I hope that not true-she could totally score a guiness award for having the most number of studs.lols.
Besides that, we gossiped like crazy-lols.Actually I wouldn't call it gossiping more like catching up on latest events-fill in the missing pieces. We concluded that the indian community in singapore is more like a spider web coz everyone knows everyone and even then there are indian elites.T__TIts like 90210 but more typical coz the fashion sense is always clownish and bling! Im just grateful that Im not part of it.Aisha claims my size and intelligence intimidates tamilan men.Like I said, this is god's way of telling me, Ill score euro hunks! RONNIE (: So asian men don't critisize women when you have insecurities about yourself.Women are hot! They have great sense of style. They understand feelings and emotions way better and arent ignorant like some people when It hits you in the face. They don't use mushy lines which btw so does not impress anyone. They don't lie to your face or lead you on coz they don't feel guilty. They don't talk trashy or sexually harrass friends . MEN ARE ASSHOLES!
As we talked, Bruno was kind of the hot topic today.Im so disappointed in the way bruno treats Aisha.If only I was more closer to her, I would have siad my piece to bruno and Sakinah please punch him! He looks like a stuffed pinata and claims those are muscles.Hey muscles are stiff and not baggy and if someone tells you have man boobies, deal with it! I know he won't read my blog so Im gonna lash out everything I feel and even he reads I hope its some kind of awareness coz apparently he head is filled with a lump of clay. People tell friends stuff not for them to be used against themselves when you have nothing to joke about.Why do men find the desperate need to make us feel miserable 24/7 Being honest is different compared to being an ASS and bruno is being one eversince he got into POLY>I didn't dare say anything last time as I had no right to judge him but i think its time this ended. Being ridiculed about your size is totally not ok when She feels miserable everytime it happens.Not only in public with friends but with strangers>? Are you nuts. I warned Aisha to stop letting him do that to her and her second chances theory is clearly.....T__T what is this a yellow ribbon project? Hello.IF anybody has learnt anything from Ming Yan, Iffah, Sarah and myself.SELF RESPECT!!!! That's key! It always is...A man would doesn't get that should be kicked in the nads and bruno if u ever hurt Aisha like that again,I swear..."£$%^&&**
Well I had loads of fun today talking to Aisha and thanks to her I'm all set for the party on FRIDAY We definitely need to take pictures although I'm not much of a cam whore. We definitely need to figured how to get to Far east next time. Lols more shopping to be done once I'm employed.(: I should start catching up with Sakinah whom I haven't talked to ever since O'levels. Its as if there's some cold war..T__T
glamourous at 12:57 AM
Friday, September 17, 2010HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMMA!!!!
Yesterday was my mother's birthday. She finally turns 51, but what's so big about 51 right? lols.I think this year was a memorable one for my mother. Usually we don't practice the celebration of birthdays among families coz there's always a free flow of cake.lols However surprisingly this year.. I think there was a need to express our emotions materialistically after there was a breakdown at home for Mother's Day.I hope that wasn't due to menopause. So everyone came prepared this year. She was showered with a Bouquet and expensive chocolates which was delivered by a close friend in the morning. At 12am both my brother and I threw a surprise party for her. My brother wished her 10 minutes before the day was over through msn call. My father who was the person who began he no gift policy, took the trouble to buy a Cake and Card!!
lols.With all these,I'm hoping she was contented with our effort on trying to please her. :D I'm exhausted.Ive been busy all week. No time to blog.Sleeping less than 6 hours a day.Working at the office. Making relavent documents for the legal transactions.haiz. Ive already made 3 trips to Singapore this week.I don't think i can't go out for another week. Plus i need to prep for my brother's 21st birthday party.They claimed the party's dress code was clubbing attire?! What to wear!!!? I need help! Aisha help!
I met Lutfi today.He was my guide to Burlington Square as I wanted to make an enquiry regarding the UOL LLB degree programme.Since Ill be starting next year only. I still have 6 months to prep and study relevant books before university officially starts. I need to earn like really well, So that i can use the money for university clothes shopping! Anyone help me get a job!!! We walked around orchard and somerset and talked about random stuff.We ate Sake Sushi till we were going to puke.lols. He is my date for the birthday party.lols.I can't believe we're the same height.lols. Everyone was staring at us.lols.
Alright, I'm going to shower and sleep like crazy.So ill catch up soon alright! Definitely take pics for the party! :D
glamourous at 10:29 PM
Monday, September 13, 2010Smiling as you say goodbye, You said to me be happy as if nothing was wrong, Looking your back as you walked away, I prayed you wouldn't cry because of me.
If I see the flowin tears, I can't leave, I ca't let you go.
Because the rain was falling,it was okay, I couldn't see your tears, it was okay, Its alright,I couldn't hold you back, `cause the rain could wipe out all the painful memories in your heart, was falling down
Time passed, you thought you could forget, It seemed as if nothing was alive, Looking your back, while you walked alone, Even today the rain falls down.
I tried to stop your tears that were flowing, But its not possible for me to make you smile,
Because the rain was falling,it was okay, I couldn't see your tears, it was okay, Its alright,I couldn't hold you back, `cause the rain could wipe out all the painful memories in your heart, was falling down
Don't go, Don't leave, Ill say these words to your heart,
Because your heart was crying and the rain was falling, Because my heart was crying, my tears falls down, Because I loved you, I couldn't hold you back, I thought I may become the rain.
* I love this song..haiz
glamourous at 12:20 AM
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Unexpected events happens for a reason.Although we try so hard to deny it, t just happens. however isn't that what makes it unique and special.Well today was very memorable to me and I hope our friendship or relationship in general prolongs.
I coincidently came across a longtime friend's profile a couple of days ago.I was so shocked on how different he looked and instantly we started chatting to msn. There was something so comfortable of his presence that we just connected without difficulty.Our relationship was rather envied in the past by many people as we never had to try so hard to make conversations with each other. So there we were chatting over the week, catchng up on all details,unintentionally he mentions that he had a cruah on me when we were younger. How young? 13! That's like freaking young and even god would agree that I looked terrible.T__T.Well terrible would be more of an understatement.:) He explained that there was something special about me which he never seen before.T__T.Along came other random topics as well so we drifted from the extremely sensitive one. So..like 3 days earlier while we were chatting on msn casually, he hinted that we should meet up.I was thrilled coz I hadn't seen him and moreover he was m brother's friend so that draws the line of Neutral zone!lols. He was kinda confused on whether it was a date or just meet up.Come on man, he wants to have dinner..insists he drives me home and pays for dinner..and that's a meet up?!
Giving consideration to that male pride which ALL MEN have stored somewhere in the systems.He picked me up at 3pm. We went of to JUSCO bukit Indah and strolled around for couple of hours.We headed off to Baskin Robinson's for desserts where he treated me to peppermint choc ice cream! Since we wanted some quiet time together, we drove to my place which was near the airport and admired the take off and landing from afar! It was freaking awesome!I had so much fun seeing planes and talking to him.He made it so obvious he likes me too.He was like: OMG! you look hot! and I like girls like u..So i suggested to hook him up with some girls I know that would suit him. lols.It reminded me scenes of good luck chuck where Jessica Alba will admire planes with her date..:) haizz.. MY FIRST DATE. WITH A GUY WITH NO FUTURE PROSPECTS. LIFE IS GREAT :D
Anyways haven't heard from Sarah in a couple of days..I hate that company which Sarah is sent too.She suddenly seems so busy and miserable.I hopes she blends in soon.This company shit seems to be wearing her remaining energy. Hope Raya brings some luck?
LOLS!!! HAPPY HARI RAYA!!!!!!
glamourous at 11:34 PM
Tuesday, September 7, 2010 Watched Chloe today.The storyline simply quotes the life of a successful doctor (Moore) begins to believe her husband (Neeson) is having an affair . She then decides to try and catch him by hiring an escort (Seyfried) to seduce him. Naturally, complications happen that put the entire family at risk.
Well the movie's really good as its more like psycho thriller and a pinch of romance here and there, with the exception that the viewer should be open to bi relationships. I like the movie and I think its worth watching besides the sex scenes. Amanda Seyfried looked simply flawless in the movie.I used to think that she looked weird but in this movie I really liked her.Although she was portrays the role of a hooker she does it with innocence that makes you actually sympathize with her at some point.
Well around 9pm, mom called me downstairs. Strapped me down to the floor. I was given a whole body massage. Haizz.I feel all loose and tangled. My back has been aching for months. Hope the massage helped.:D Going off now (:
glamourous at 1:05 AM
Friday, September 3, 2010
Met my primary school teachers today-so fun! They were so surprised today when they saw me. Ive changed in so many unimaginable way according to them but its seems all positive though. They hardly seemed to recognize me. They have changed so much-but are still familiar in some way. We catched up all on sorts of stuff and I was really happy that I actually took time to see them.
After that I headed off to Civic Centre library to read some books as I didn't want to go back early. Browsed through some law reference books and learnt some details about auction properties. Guessed who I bumped to in the library---AISHA. It was so random to meet her there. I never expected to see her there especially.I identified her by her pink shoes and bag.Aisha seriously love pink! Thanks to Aisha though I was able to spend my afternoon rather productively, by watching Vampires Sucks.Its super hilarious and ill recommend it to anyone who hates or loves Twilight saga coz its just bring out the reality! We catched up on weird incidents and random people in general but I was really happy to see her.
I'm so tired. I feel so bored. Its 1.30am Sarah is doing her board.Stupid board I enjoyed my wee hours of the night with Sarah. Iffah you should msn call whenever you are not falling asleep.
glamourous at 1:29 AM
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
What makes Europeans special? Why does the sight of one makes us flutter? What qualities do they seem to poses that we find so irresistible?
Well I found myself talking to a complete stranger yesterday at 3am in the morning and I had fun. His name was Ronnie Cardoso. We met casually online- and just started chatting .I wasn't being judgemental and just acting based on instincts. So as we chatted, he told me He is actually Brazilian decent and that he couldn't speak English. He was using a google translator to actually make simple conversations with me. T__T.He had an accent too.Right don't they all have one-one that isn't slinglish. So was I actually.I learnt many things from him that day.Language wasn't really a barrier to someone whom u've actually feel a connection too. Although we both said few words only at times..and most of it involved..."wait a second", truthfully we were enjoying ourselves. He was on summer break so he is working at a construction site.He is 19 years old.
Did you know that google is pronounced as GOO GLEE in Portuguese? There's an 8 hour difference between Singapore and Portugal.Simply means that he wakes up when we sleep and vice verse.He is the youngest child of his family.Since he looked slightly Indian I asked him if he had Indian decent in his family.His grandfather was from India. Everything that he said was amusing.Probably because he couldn't converse in English and that he didn't mind talking to me that way. He said that this was very new to him and that he found it interesting. We had msn call conversation too.Its was harmless as we came from completely different regions and this was just a way of knowing each other. Apparently its very cold in Portugal. I didn't know that. Most of them smoke in Portugal.
He was so excited that he wanted to learn English so that he could have conversations like this. Easier said than done actually. I tried learning french for a month and it wasn't easy. I can't wait to talk to him again tonight.:D
When I see your face theres not a thing that I would change Cuz ur amazing Just the way you are
And when you smile The whole world stops and stares for awhile Cuz girl ur amazing Just the way you are
-bruno mars-
glamourous at 3:02 PM
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