i dreamt that
i was standing on stage the spotlight shone on me and i danced
i cried when i realised it's all just a dream
i told myself that when i grow up i will do myself proud
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Wednesday, August 18, 2010
How is randomness beautiful? Randomness by itself is and absolute genuine expression of one self at that exact moment of time it is captured. Whatever feelings portrayed will die off at that instant but remain as a memory somewhere in our mind.Being random takes skill as today's world has shaped humans into being a delusion of something we idealize whereby the emotions and expression as predictable and recognized whereas a individual who portrays a random thought or expression is considered to be unique and special.We may be in denial by the truth lies in ourselves as we ponder on why we are attracted to something so mysterious and abstract.
Well that itself was a random expression to start of this blog--- Hey guys I'm back.Well I've been on break for about 2 months now.Just finished my A levels and obtained my results. In case your wondering i scored a decent AAB but know beholds the question--- What are you planning to do next...blah! I'm sick of studying.I seriously don't get how people study till PHD.Its insane-absolute madness. Well I'm still speculating between LAW and DENTISTRY. damn mother plans on shipping me off to INDIA. I'm going to cry. Talked to Sarah last night.i really hope i can go for the japan festival on 21 Aug.However reality sure loves to kick us in the nads-mere expression only! maybe there'll be somewhat miracle that allows me to go.Sarah also is worried about my safety.Hell who wouldn't be? I'm a 5'10 naive and clumsy doll walking in the streets and the nightlife in Malaysia isn't that safe.
I'm craving sashimi--Sarah we have to go for sushi buffet again and i heard there's a new sushi restaurant I heard from soya guy.Turns out we're still talking.He is such a hypocrite but i don't feel on hanging up on him. he was so nice when i was miserable yesterday.sometimes i wonder why i can't feel how sincere and genuine he is towards me.It literally hits me in the face and yet I'm ignorant.what's wrong with me?! Ive even considered possibilities of me being gay. i just pray that at his persistence doesn't get to me. 5 months more till this misery ends-maybe its not really miserable.i need to form a countdown-haizz! alright! gotta go shower.BB
glamourous at 5:53 PM
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